Monday, February 7, 2011

hibaa

                                       ...... ya allah.....ap kah ini ujian yg kau berikan pd ak.....
                         first time utk 2011 nie ak kuarkan air mata ak......uuhhmmm...sedih sgt2,xtau npe.....2.14 a.m....,pas ak call die jew ak xtau npe tiba2 air mata ak mngalir...

     uuhhmmm,,,..trsa sgt2 bla die ckp..."sy xmrh awk n sy xde hak nk mrh n hlang ap awk nk wat"...omg...whats do u mean dear....bla dpt jew msg nie trus air mata nie mngalir xhenti2....ak sje xrply msg die coz ak tau die still mrh ak n ak xnk pape yg jdi t...bttr ak snyap jew...ntahlar....ap slh ak???....ak tau ak dh bnyk kcikkan n skit kan ate die.....ak tau 2 slh ak n ak xmmpu nk jdi yg trbek utk die...
                          ~abg~....syg mntk maf coz xdpt nk jdi yg trbek utk abg....syg tau syg bnyk skit kan ate abg...butttttt.....syg xnk kta gdoh ag....syg xnk khlangan org yg syg cyg....coz syg ad abg jew....uuhhmmmm...
............igt an ap jnji kta???....haaa....maf kan sgala  kslahan syg.................
                ....bodoh nyer ak...sggp ak skit kan ate org yg ak syg....tba2 ak rse tkotttt....ak tkot sgt akn khlangan die coz smnjak die ad ngn ak ak rse hppy sgt2...smpi kan stiap ari tsnyum jew........
............ak pnah ckp kat mama yg ak syg die n mama leh trma die.....
           ya allah...ckop lar 2 kali ak gdoh ngn die...ak xnk tjdi pkra yg sma ....kau jauhilah ak drpd sbrang bnde bruk yg blaku d antra kami ya allah......\
.....uuhhmmm...lau bole ak xnk wlau sekali pown gadoh ngn die coz ak xnk lau gdoh t ak ngn die smkin jaoh....ak xnk,xnk,xnk...ap yg ak nk,ak nk sntsa hppy ngn die.......
......ya allah ak harap,ini lar air mata prtama n trakhir yg akn kluar dri mata ak nie,...                          ............SYAFIQ>>>...i luv u so much.......i'm so sorie k........

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