Monday, February 7, 2011

                                                     .......alhmdlilah.........ak smkin syg die.....
...thankx abg coz sudi maf kan syg.....the first thing that i wish........syukur alhmdlilah coz sgala nyer kmbli normal smula....hehhehe...lau nk tau,pkra yg pling ak tkot lau ngn die nie,time die mrh...mmg lau die mrh jew..mst ak rse nk nangis....ntahlar...xtau erk npe....haaa....ak xleh lar lau die mrh,mula lar air mta nie nk mngalir......but die nie jrang sgt mrh ak...kkdang jew....bru 2 kli kot rse nyer die mrh ak...2 pown ats ksalahan ak sndri..die xslh pown....
       .....ag pown kta dh jnji kan abg yg kta akn tgor antra satu sma len if ad pape yg xkna....soo...syg xpnah slh kan abg...mkin syg ag ad lar..heheheheh.....

              
             haaa...nie lar die jejaka yg dh curi ate ak.....ggrrrr...jhat seh die nie,amik ate org..kahkahkahkah.....
die nie gak lar org yg ak tkot bla mrh ak..hehheeh.....tp die bek sgt2,.....
nk tau x???....mama ak leh trma die tau...hehehe...ag pown mama pnah ckp ngn ak..lau blh cri lar laki yg xsmoke,solat n yg ad msa dpan...n ciri2 yg mama sbut 2 smua ad kat die...alhmdlilah.....
       ...but ak pnah ckp kat mama yg ak xksah rupa pras org 2 asal kan die leh bimbing ak n jge ak,yg pntg die gak hrmt ak n trma ak n fmly ak seadanya......haaaa....abg!!igt nie er,set kat minda au...hahhaha...
          

hibaa

                                       ...... ya allah.....ap kah ini ujian yg kau berikan pd ak.....
                         first time utk 2011 nie ak kuarkan air mata ak......uuhhmmm...sedih sgt2,xtau npe.....2.14 a.m....,pas ak call die jew ak xtau npe tiba2 air mata ak mngalir...

     uuhhmmm,,,..trsa sgt2 bla die ckp..."sy xmrh awk n sy xde hak nk mrh n hlang ap awk nk wat"...omg...whats do u mean dear....bla dpt jew msg nie trus air mata nie mngalir xhenti2....ak sje xrply msg die coz ak tau die still mrh ak n ak xnk pape yg jdi t...bttr ak snyap jew...ntahlar....ap slh ak???....ak tau ak dh bnyk kcikkan n skit kan ate die.....ak tau 2 slh ak n ak xmmpu nk jdi yg trbek utk die...
                          ~abg~....syg mntk maf coz xdpt nk jdi yg trbek utk abg....syg tau syg bnyk skit kan ate abg...butttttt.....syg xnk kta gdoh ag....syg xnk khlangan org yg syg cyg....coz syg ad abg jew....uuhhmmmm...
............igt an ap jnji kta???....haaa....maf kan sgala  kslahan syg.................
                ....bodoh nyer ak...sggp ak skit kan ate org yg ak syg....tba2 ak rse tkotttt....ak tkot sgt akn khlangan die coz smnjak die ad ngn ak ak rse hppy sgt2...smpi kan stiap ari tsnyum jew........
............ak pnah ckp kat mama yg ak syg die n mama leh trma die.....
           ya allah...ckop lar 2 kali ak gdoh ngn die...ak xnk tjdi pkra yg sma ....kau jauhilah ak drpd sbrang bnde bruk yg blaku d antra kami ya allah......\
.....uuhhmmm...lau bole ak xnk wlau sekali pown gadoh ngn die coz ak xnk lau gdoh t ak ngn die smkin jaoh....ak xnk,xnk,xnk...ap yg ak nk,ak nk sntsa hppy ngn die.......
......ya allah ak harap,ini lar air mata prtama n trakhir yg akn kluar dri mata ak nie,...                          ............SYAFIQ>>>...i luv u so much.......i'm so sorie k........